Will I finally be able to move on from U [유]?

Current mood:

This is good. This is good. I’m starting to feel a bit distant towards Yuto lately. It’s probably because of several factors: 1) I’m actively looking for a potential new bias. 2) I was slightly disappointed that he released a vlog from ONF’s HK trip instead of a dance video. 3) I think he should get a hair cut soon. His hair is a bit long now. I’m also not digging the full blonde. I prefer his hair in two tones like it was a month ago. 4) I feel envious of all the fans who get to meet them during fan meets. I wish I could see them too. I feel left behind while everyone else is growing closer to them. I can also feel how comfortable they are around their Korean fans in contrast to how they were when I saw them in Hong Kong. It’s totally not their fault of course. It’s totally normal and totally understandable considering the proximity and the absence of a language barrier. I’m just starting to be more aware of the distance now.

White Day and U’s birthday are coming up so it’s too early to say. If he suddenly drops a dance video, I don’t think I will be able to.


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