I feel sick. I think I drank too much milk tea. There’s this wintermelon milk tea mix you can buy from the supermarket. I put it on a pitcher with water. I diluted it but it’s still kind of sweet so my tonsils are hurting. 😖 I’m really bad with sweet stuff.
Oh, let me correct myself. I thought Samuel debuted in Japan last week but the video was actually posted a year ago. Heh.😅
I was watching Romance is a Bonus Book earlier. I was moved by this episode where a struggling poet died. He wrote poems that nobody liked to read and no publisher wanted to take in. It was unprofitable but it was his passion. He lived and breathed poetry and couldn’t stop writing whenever he could. He worked part-time as a gas station attendant to get by. He was sincere and that really touched me. I liked how one publisher described his death, “The world lost a beautiful soul.” I thought to myself that I also want to live sincerely. I want to be remembered as someone sincere. It’s hard for me to open up to people in person so I don’t know how I come across to others. I probably get misunderstood a lot.🤷 I wish I can express myself better and learn to better connect with others. It usually feels awkward.