I don’t know why U [유] is just sitting there and I’m being tormented by something that is growing to be an unhealthy obsession. Lord, help me guard my heart. I think I need to do a Kpop fast again to modulate myself. I can’t believe I’m “suffering” because of this. Be still my heart. I don’t want to love him too much. Lord, seize my heart. The struggle is real.